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Aug. 8th, 2022 10:20 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vaaaid guess the main reason the psychiatric system wants to bring me down.
is because im healthy now. better than ever.
and thats not allowed.
and i mentioned the greys a bunch of times and sounds and light spectacles happened.
and i didnt care. as usual. sigh.
im not angry anymore. and i drank a lot of coffee and didnt get angry.
and it worked after id slept.
thats not how it worked before.
i dont expect anyone to understand.
that things change.
no. theyre wrong.
"the more things change the more they stay the same"
oh. i guess thats correct.
everything looks the same. except my tatus (god bless them! [not]) looked black.
not blue not purple not ultra violette not radiant green.
and the nights all of a sudden turned pitch black. everything not directly illuminated.
just infinite darkness. worse than a cloudy night sky. sigh. so much to explain. to myself.
and dont brag. and dont talk about what youve heard.
all that you need is in your soul. makes sense.
is because im healthy now. better than ever.
and thats not allowed.
and i mentioned the greys a bunch of times and sounds and light spectacles happened.
and i didnt care. as usual. sigh.
im not angry anymore. and i drank a lot of coffee and didnt get angry.
and it worked after id slept.
thats not how it worked before.
i dont expect anyone to understand.
that things change.
no. theyre wrong.
"the more things change the more they stay the same"
oh. i guess thats correct.
everything looks the same. except my tatus (god bless them! [not]) looked black.
not blue not purple not ultra violette not radiant green.
and the nights all of a sudden turned pitch black. everything not directly illuminated.
just infinite darkness. worse than a cloudy night sky. sigh. so much to explain. to myself.
and dont brag. and dont talk about what youve heard.
all that you need is in your soul. makes sense.
