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vaaaok. worked too hard. im seeing spirits in the middle of a sunny day. got this weird 5D plopping sound. uh. have to relax. i guess. anyway, if you add me whenever that would be nice. but you post the same things on livejournal so it doesnt really matter. im not lonely anymore. im free from vampire entities. i prefer just lying still in bed and thinking for a long time.
found this chick, who at like 50 years old, was "here and now" for the first time. you have to tell people just to fucking lie and bed and think for a moment for the first time ever? this isnt rocket science.
"silence is a true friend who never betrays"
anyway. älskar min bella. julia älskar sin hampus. ive never actually been jealous of people. maybe in my 30s. but i went beyond that. i adore people who are better than me.
"the man of wisdom takes the good things out of the superior man, and the inferior things out of the stupid man, and removes them from himself"
anyway. the psychiatric system is a joke. yes neuroleptics do work. but they give way too high doses. even 1mg is too high. like if youre really out there a strong fucking pill can save you from hell on earth. but 2 times per day for decades? and injections too? and you end up with 20 pills per day? and they dont even make much money from it.
oh. right. spirit. im fucked.
anyway. dont fucking with the spirit world. they will creep you out beyond belief. you can die in 1/100 sec from fear. i remember saying that to julia and she laughed her ass off. anyway, recording yourself is the perfect healing method. just wish it didnt make spirits invade you.
anyway. love my bella. was so medicated that my heart stopped so it couldnt beat for her. but love her more than anything ever. thats the only point of life. dedication. not to an abstract diety. but to your twin flame. and new age has just turned into a hoax. no one ive met online has been for real. and then they train others in their lies? when will it end?
anyway. crossposting is over. and i remember. even back in the days flirting online or IRL never really got me anything either. like now i literally get adrenaline rushes. still no point. but when i saw miss lichii again the rush was so strong it felt like love.
anyway. healing frequencies can do that too. people are overrated.
"you go to heaven for the weather
and hell for the company"
anyway, when i wasnt awake much. i did have amazing dreams. and woke up in a great mood. then i went to bed 5 mins later. anyway. nothing compares to a good dream. no drugs in the world. no 150 inch smartscreen. no gadgets. no likes. no fame. no screaming audience.
so. i have focus again. except i annoyed the spirits. theres one on the right. its creeping me out lol.
anyway. i hope youre alright tracey =***) you live in an amazing place. cant you make like chris or effie take a picture of you when youre hugging a redwood? would be cool. all latinas love trees. see them as thair parents. so i was walking with sonja to this cafe. we passed by what looked like a quite old tree. she put her hand on it. i was well. and i could feel good energies coursing through my body.
so much has been lost nowadays. theres really nothing left. if agenda2030 kills 95% of the population i have no problem with that. oh black white spirit. omg. anyway. should rest. or get more food. need more food. lotz.
found this chick, who at like 50 years old, was "here and now" for the first time. you have to tell people just to fucking lie and bed and think for a moment for the first time ever? this isnt rocket science.
"silence is a true friend who never betrays"
anyway. älskar min bella. julia älskar sin hampus. ive never actually been jealous of people. maybe in my 30s. but i went beyond that. i adore people who are better than me.
"the man of wisdom takes the good things out of the superior man, and the inferior things out of the stupid man, and removes them from himself"
anyway. the psychiatric system is a joke. yes neuroleptics do work. but they give way too high doses. even 1mg is too high. like if youre really out there a strong fucking pill can save you from hell on earth. but 2 times per day for decades? and injections too? and you end up with 20 pills per day? and they dont even make much money from it.
oh. right. spirit. im fucked.
anyway. dont fucking with the spirit world. they will creep you out beyond belief. you can die in 1/100 sec from fear. i remember saying that to julia and she laughed her ass off. anyway, recording yourself is the perfect healing method. just wish it didnt make spirits invade you.
anyway. love my bella. was so medicated that my heart stopped so it couldnt beat for her. but love her more than anything ever. thats the only point of life. dedication. not to an abstract diety. but to your twin flame. and new age has just turned into a hoax. no one ive met online has been for real. and then they train others in their lies? when will it end?
anyway. crossposting is over. and i remember. even back in the days flirting online or IRL never really got me anything either. like now i literally get adrenaline rushes. still no point. but when i saw miss lichii again the rush was so strong it felt like love.
anyway. healing frequencies can do that too. people are overrated.
"you go to heaven for the weather
and hell for the company"
anyway, when i wasnt awake much. i did have amazing dreams. and woke up in a great mood. then i went to bed 5 mins later. anyway. nothing compares to a good dream. no drugs in the world. no 150 inch smartscreen. no gadgets. no likes. no fame. no screaming audience.
so. i have focus again. except i annoyed the spirits. theres one on the right. its creeping me out lol.
anyway. i hope youre alright tracey =***) you live in an amazing place. cant you make like chris or effie take a picture of you when youre hugging a redwood? would be cool. all latinas love trees. see them as thair parents. so i was walking with sonja to this cafe. we passed by what looked like a quite old tree. she put her hand on it. i was well. and i could feel good energies coursing through my body.
so much has been lost nowadays. theres really nothing left. if agenda2030 kills 95% of the population i have no problem with that. oh black white spirit. omg. anyway. should rest. or get more food. need more food. lotz.
