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Aug. 13th, 2022 07:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vaaaoh. and. i made a new song again. i was gonna stop but theres really not much to do. getting that tatu tomorrow. i dunno how. but. hey. and obviously it was challenged by new insights. gotta love that.
and that old joke, about "if you get a tatu of a porsche and you get old and" whatever it said. i guess they were true. the most fucked up quotes are the most difficult to understand. they get shielded by hate. or. i dunno. so the heart is hate too? no. the amygdala. ok? uh. love and fear. complicated. and im a monstercat and thats great and so was bella and its. however it is. i guess not being excstatic anymore was advantageous. and i cant reverse time. so. hey.
and i made the song in like 5 mins. and it was predetermined and i talked to. not supposed to say ^_^ OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! well. that was easy. etc. and i understand my words mean other things. and maybe im completely controlled. why do demons live in heaven and angels live in hell? everyone is a dead man walking.
and i get deja vu and that means im on the right track but if ive worked on a text for hours then realize its exactly like the original it feels futile. but, hey. and you could restart from scratch and wait and just change the ending.
anyway. you have rules and i broke them and thats that. and im intolerable now more than ever. so who could ever bother. hey would be nice to know what was in those choleric drops but how does it matter. it was loads of weird names. i have no idea how they affected me. maybe thats why im all over the place. so it will all get better in time? or more true? and yeah not everything is my fault its just demons game.
and computer games are horrid. i guess theyre good if you use them as a visual chatroom but thats about it.
and im not supposed to listen to my music just make and forget. but thats boring. and i get tired of it next day or whatever.
and my music might not be as dark anymore. anyway i dont have to post links you know all see all so it doesnt matter.
ok. im called va now. i guess it gets lost in the crowd. but its always been that. i dont remember my 2 geek friends ever protecting me or saying its gonna be alright. but guys arent supposed to be like that. hey.
and i remember things and thats lovely. yep. and i sound like the boss in office space? omg. i get it. dont show youre weak. gomgomgo thats so WEIRD. and everything is lovely aaaaaaaaaaaaaand uhmmmmmmm ^_^ and i dont like slanted smileys or i would use them and i dunno any other smileys like that one so it will have to do. and im not perfect and. it doesnt matter.
uhm and i made a hypnagogic citypopdrift track? didnt mean to. but it was predetermined. la di da. and i made photoshops for each pic. except i made them before. so did i make the songs before as well? thats really really lovely. sob sob.
so what is the new concept gonna be called? we had the dark ages eventhough i know nothing of them or not. and la belle epoque. and now what? well. would be easy to use something stupid which i think will impress whoever.
and fanboys are dumb and knowing someone too much isnt fun and its just how it is.
oh and gender correction makes sense now.
oh and my music isnt too bright nevermind.
and i use text to speech now. and it sounds pretty good. and if you havent heard it a lot youll probably turn it off since its fake and not modern. or not.
and i understand things now. but youre patient. so thats sweet. and you dont see the world like me. hey. sweet is from that pj harvey song. or is it? is that a psyop too? lesse. and im from yugoslavia i guess. or croatia. and maybe youre too or how does it matter. oh its portishead. and i dont know what that band name means in slang and it seems futile. cats just wanna have fun. and be clever. and run really really fast. sometimes. and i cant say im a bird but i guess i am. and i change really fast and more now and thats lovely. and my vocabulary isnt huge so hey. and i said i am sofia a couple of times and then i talked like someone from the 1800s and i dunno who. ok. lesse. oh theres a Axelina Sofia Johansson in my relatives? ok. neat. lovely. etc. woooooooooo ^_^ lesse =) no weird like donald duck and lesse :) no creepy omg. cats are neat and if theyre the same as dragons i like dragons!!!!!!!!!!
and that old joke, about "if you get a tatu of a porsche and you get old and" whatever it said. i guess they were true. the most fucked up quotes are the most difficult to understand. they get shielded by hate. or. i dunno. so the heart is hate too? no. the amygdala. ok? uh. love and fear. complicated. and im a monstercat and thats great and so was bella and its. however it is. i guess not being excstatic anymore was advantageous. and i cant reverse time. so. hey.
and i made the song in like 5 mins. and it was predetermined and i talked to. not supposed to say ^_^ OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! well. that was easy. etc. and i understand my words mean other things. and maybe im completely controlled. why do demons live in heaven and angels live in hell? everyone is a dead man walking.
and i get deja vu and that means im on the right track but if ive worked on a text for hours then realize its exactly like the original it feels futile. but, hey. and you could restart from scratch and wait and just change the ending.
anyway. you have rules and i broke them and thats that. and im intolerable now more than ever. so who could ever bother. hey would be nice to know what was in those choleric drops but how does it matter. it was loads of weird names. i have no idea how they affected me. maybe thats why im all over the place. so it will all get better in time? or more true? and yeah not everything is my fault its just demons game.
and computer games are horrid. i guess theyre good if you use them as a visual chatroom but thats about it.
and im not supposed to listen to my music just make and forget. but thats boring. and i get tired of it next day or whatever.
and my music might not be as dark anymore. anyway i dont have to post links you know all see all so it doesnt matter.
ok. im called va now. i guess it gets lost in the crowd. but its always been that. i dont remember my 2 geek friends ever protecting me or saying its gonna be alright. but guys arent supposed to be like that. hey.
and i remember things and thats lovely. yep. and i sound like the boss in office space? omg. i get it. dont show youre weak. gomgomgo thats so WEIRD. and everything is lovely aaaaaaaaaaaaaand uhmmmmmmm ^_^ and i dont like slanted smileys or i would use them and i dunno any other smileys like that one so it will have to do. and im not perfect and. it doesnt matter.
uhm and i made a hypnagogic citypopdrift track? didnt mean to. but it was predetermined. la di da. and i made photoshops for each pic. except i made them before. so did i make the songs before as well? thats really really lovely. sob sob.
so what is the new concept gonna be called? we had the dark ages eventhough i know nothing of them or not. and la belle epoque. and now what? well. would be easy to use something stupid which i think will impress whoever.
and fanboys are dumb and knowing someone too much isnt fun and its just how it is.
oh and gender correction makes sense now.
oh and my music isnt too bright nevermind.
and i use text to speech now. and it sounds pretty good. and if you havent heard it a lot youll probably turn it off since its fake and not modern. or not.
and i understand things now. but youre patient. so thats sweet. and you dont see the world like me. hey. sweet is from that pj harvey song. or is it? is that a psyop too? lesse. and im from yugoslavia i guess. or croatia. and maybe youre too or how does it matter. oh its portishead. and i dont know what that band name means in slang and it seems futile. cats just wanna have fun. and be clever. and run really really fast. sometimes. and i cant say im a bird but i guess i am. and i change really fast and more now and thats lovely. and my vocabulary isnt huge so hey. and i said i am sofia a couple of times and then i talked like someone from the 1800s and i dunno who. ok. lesse. oh theres a Axelina Sofia Johansson in my relatives? ok. neat. lovely. etc. woooooooooo ^_^ lesse =) no weird like donald duck and lesse :) no creepy omg. cats are neat and if theyre the same as dragons i like dragons!!!!!!!!!!
