vaaa | (no subject)

so asked miss mom about jessica she denied having said "she took care of you". well. how does it matter. i dont get anything at all. and im not chaos magick because its aimed at something you want to destroy. and i cant damage what i dislike because the entities make it opposite. and hoping is dangerous etc. someone hates you honey. still wondering about the contents of those choleric drops. so youre on their side after all. but thats what its about right. jag fattig bara skämtar!